I should have made writing my number one goal, rather than weight loss, as I'm struggling to put together a blog here - be it long or short.
I've decided to keep track of every little thing I do in my search for becoming more motivated, in order to get out of this slump I seem to have been in forever, would be more boring than watching paint dry, so I'm here to add a thought or two every now and then... such as:
When I lose confidence - which is very easy for me - I find it very difficult to achieve anything. Writing this is extremely difficult for me when confidence is low, because I have to fight the negative voices and feelings that tell me I'm a fool and, despite the many views recorded on my private page here at Weebly, they convince me no one cares what's on my heart!
But I write to share what I go through, what I learn, what God places on my heart and reveals to me in order to bring more peace to my life, for the sake of others. I don't do this for fame or glory, and I have to rise up against the negativity with this fact, so I don't quit.
With confidence low, I long to quit. With confidence low, writing is a very hard task for me.
I've recorded my number one goal as weight loss. I should've made it writing. The last few days I've stayed motivated to losing weight, but I've been struggling with writing.
The only place I've ever found confidence is with God... and I need that confidence quickly, from Him, before I give up on this blog also...
So... I'm off to place my heart in God's hands... seeking confidence the way He revealed to me through the David and Goliath story:http://donnadriver.wordpress.com/five-stones-and-a-sling/
Be back asap... with confidence, I hope!